Being the fourth playin is hell on motivation.

I'm pretty sure Billy/Russ will be posting RPs, pretty sure Dave won't be, and pretty sure that three guys won't no-show to allow my RPs to be used. I want to tell the story, though, at least "Forever, Part 2" and then have Sage at a point in his life where I'm happy leaving him forever. Bad pun, not intentional. But yeah. I'm excited to have the playin spot, though, as it means I still GET the chance to tell that story.

On top of that, I'm super excited about my storyline and the characters. Can't stop thinking about them, and have been thinking about taking the current storyline into a short-story/novel type direction rather than Sage RPs. Might merge the idea with the Bastille character I had back in PRIME (well, the basis of the character) and keep everyone from the current Sage storyline except Clinton himself. And try to turn it into something more than "just GTT RPs". It's leeching all my motivation to RP for GTT, and putting it more towards trying to have a few chapters of something big done for whatever that novel-writing idea thing forms into come January.

Being eliminated sucks, but being completely consumed by what I want to write is a feeling I haven't had in a long, long time.