One Word I Thought I'd Never Say
Posted December 29, 2009
Yesterday, I received a surprising e-mail from the owner of http://www.wrestlecell.com. In this e-mail, I was asked if I would like to be a staff member on his site. I was taken aback. "Me?" I thought to myself. Does this person know my track record when it comes to volunteering to help other websites? Sure, I do a great job for a couple of weeks but inevitably real life calls or I spread myself so thin I'm of no use to the site in question.
Therefore, I said something I never thought I'd be able to tell anyone with little to no hesitation. I said point blank, "No." My explanation was quite simple I have a girlfriend, a daughter, a full-time job, and only enough free time available to keep the E-Wrestling Nexus firing on all cylinders. In a way, I feel selfish but then again after past ambitious endeavors gone awry, I've been reminded of my limitations.
As much as I'd like to dedicate more time to the online world, real life will always take precedence. Insuring this balance will mean passing up opportunities I would have otherwise jumped all over back in the day. At this stage in my life, I have to be more selective. I'm content to do the very best I can do with one project at one time and nothing beyond that.
Focusing on the E-Wrestling Nexus is hardly a limiting proposition anyway. There are so many e-feds out there that can be helped, promoted, recognized, propped up, encouraged, and rewarded. Adding a new dynamic to e-feds such as "REAL" up-to-the-minute news has been long overdue. I'd like to have a hand in breaking the trend of the cut and pasted site to site rehashed garbage we've been inundated with and accepted as the norm for far too long now.
So was "No" the word I thought I'd never say?
No.
Actually the word was "Commitment" to make sure I consistently put in the hard work and effort needed to make the E-Wrestling Nexus the very best it can possibly be.
*sigh*
Tempting offers to utilize my skills elsewhere, be damned.
"Commitment" - Sometimes, I just hate you.




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